Welcome to my screwed up life
Journal Entry: Wed Jul 16, 2008, 7:19 PM
- Mood:
Neglect - Listening to: Avril Lavigne
- Reading: old e-mails from friends,
- Watching: old video of friends and family.....
- Playing: Guitar Hero 3/My Sims/ Super Paper Mario
- Eating: pint after pint of bubble gum ice cream
- Drinking: cherry coke/vanilla coke
some of you have asked about my newest piece of art and asked me why i'm crying and sad. instead of replying to ten different notes, i'll just write why here.
over the past year i have lost two family members and now death is starting to creep back around again. i've been grieving over these two deaths in my family and been having a hard time with that. but no one gets it. no one can see the pain i'm feeling every day.
all my friends are now ignoring me and not calling me or inviting me to do anything. so i've been stuck at home, doing nothing but making art and IMing with my best friend and sister who moved so now i have no one to talk to unless its with her over IM.
has anyone out there been down this road where everyone just leaves you to drown in the sea of grief and depression? i just need someone who understands my pain and can maybe help me find my old happy, harry potter loving, disney loving self again.
please comment down below. i don't care if you say the rudest thing in the world, at least i'll know someone read this.....
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I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled, the one who could brighten up your day even if she couldnt brighten her own.
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~You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you still remember dreaming, that is where I will always love you~
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"I dunno. People just said for me to call you sensei."
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Everyone is someone's dream.
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