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Welcome to my screwed up life

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 16, 2008, 7:19 PM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Avril Lavigne
  • Reading: old e-mails from friends,
  • Watching: old video of friends and family.....
  • Playing: Guitar Hero 3/My Sims/ Super Paper Mario
  • Eating: pint after pint of bubble gum ice cream
  • Drinking: cherry coke/vanilla coke
some of you have asked about my newest piece of art and asked me why i'm crying and sad. instead of replying to ten different notes, i'll just write why here.

over the past year i have lost two family members and now death is starting to creep back around again. i've been grieving over these two deaths in my family and been having a hard time with that. but no one gets it. no one can see the pain i'm feeling every day.

all my friends are now ignoring me and not calling me or inviting me to do anything. so i've been stuck at home, doing nothing but making art and IMing with my best friend and sister who moved so now i have no one to talk to unless its with her over IM.

has anyone out there been down this road where everyone just leaves you to drown in the sea of grief and depression? i just need someone who understands my pain and can maybe help me find my old happy, harry potter loving, disney loving self again.

please comment down below. i don't care if you say the rudest thing in the world, at least i'll know someone read this.....

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: United States
  • Interests: writing, drawing, reading...
  • Favourite movie: The Breakfast Club
  • Favourite band or musician: I like a huge mix of bands and musicians. I like so many I can't list all of them on here...
  • Favourite genre of music: everything but most rap
  • Favourite artist: depends on my mood, usual Simple Plan/Green Day/ Kelly Clarkson/Pink/Avril Lavigne
  • Favourite poet or writer: Meg Cabot
  • Favourite photographer: KyaStar
  • Operating System: iMac
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts(1 and 2)
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS and PlayStation2 and Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tinker Bell
  • Personal Quote: "Live, Laugh, Love, ART..."
  • Tools of the Trade: Computer, Ink and Pen, Watercolor, Color Pencil, Graphite Pencils, Wacom Tablet...

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~MarauderChick:iconMarauderChick: 2 days 28 minutes ago
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~RikaMakino:iconRikaMakino: 4 days 9 hours ago
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~MarauderChick:iconMarauderChick: 6 days 19 hours ago
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~Fire-Flight:iconFire-Flight: Jul 9, 2008, 12:12:32 PM
:iconfuckingmudkips: i herd u liek them? Alot.

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*hect06:iconhect06: Jul 9, 2008, 1:30:17 AM
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~Forge-Prongs:iconForge-Prongs: Jul 3, 2008, 11:19:01 PM
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~Annetje91:iconAnnetje91: Jul 1, 2008, 8:28:13 AM
Thanks so much for adding Fire to your favorites ^^

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